Its my party.. ill cry if i want too.

My birthday is just around the corner..
and im SUPER excited.
Im having a real birthday party this year!
last time i had a party i think i was 16..
this one should be good!!
chy and i are going to decorate and make cupcakes!!
I cant wait to be with all of my closes friends
having a birthday bonanza!

if you are wondering...
these are a few items on my bday wish list.



ive been wanting an old film camera for awhile..
they are all over craigslist.. but i just cant break it to myself to get one...



a water flosser...
this thing it great! it flosses below your gum line..
looove it.



my tattoo on my foot..  not this one ^^ exactly but you get the point...
kit was supposed to get me a tattoo when i turned 22...  i will be turning 24.. and no tat.



concealer at sephora..  love it..

Honesty is the best policy

Lately ive felt a little down and out... with myself.
my personality.
ive been questioning if im a more positive or negative towards myself or anyone else..
Have you ever met those people who just have positive feed back no matter what comes out of there mouth?
they could meet a cereal killer and say something nice about them!
I wish i could do that?!
So i would say that im not on that level of positive.
Negativity is just something that i dont think one chooses to be..
but just happens to come out a lot when they have no filter <<< ME
 So as i sat and weighed my options on which one I THINK I AM..
i would say that i\ lean more to the negative.. but negative in the sense that im honest.
People just dont like to hear the truth, so in the sense what they dont like to hear leads to the negative.
Never do i ever say things intentionally to hurt peoples feeling.. you ask ill tell you.
Being positive isnt being over minded by the negative just needs to exceed through the filter more.
but one of the characteristics that i like in myself the most is my humor.
i like that no matter when, what, where and who i try to make the best out of any situation with humor.
positive= humor
negative= honesty

welcome to math class.
Amber