Sorry blog,
i have almost abandoned you..
i brought you into my life to go somewhere to let my fingers do the all talking, for things i couldn't say out loud.
im all bottled up.
completely unmotivated.
i used to travel from page to page of random people.. wondering aimlessly..
fantasizing about things (crafts, interior design, weddings, etc) that i wanted to do so badly in my future.
a future i could have put my life savings on.
but im here to inform you Mr. Blog,
my future is a fog.
all i see are dim headlights coming towards me
and i dont know if i should swerve... or just floor it and hope for the best
but honestly..
i dont even care to put my foot on the gas.
im def not as motivated as i thought i was going to be.
i took a big step..
but i dont know if i just keep telling myself that its all ok..
or am i just done.
i need Jesus.
Thank you Blog,
for being here.. in the world wide web of wonderer's
for the love of god.
stew
